Sunday, May 21, 2006

MT. WILSON

I hiked with Dave and Jane for the first time. This was my first time on the Mt. Wilson Trail.
Directional marker in the pavillion at the summit.

The antennae farm on top of Mt. Wilson. There are also observatories up here as well.

The Mt. Wilson Trail. This 7-mile (or 7.5 if you prefer) takes you to the summit of Mt. Wilson (5,680 feet). This trail has an elevation change of 4,710 feet (approximately 780 feet per mile). It took 4 hours to reach the top and 3 hours to get back down. Overcast conditions ruled the day. Poison oak and ceanothus lined the upper and narrower sections of the trail. There was some scrambling along one portion of the trail as well as a couple of stream crossings. This was the most strenuous hike I have ever hiked in the San Gabriels. It felt like I hiked the 22-mile Mt. Whitney Trail minus the altitude (elevation change per mile is 572 feet).



The "Bruins" -- Dave and Jane. They live next to the San Gabriel Mountains and know the area very well. They will be going to Mt. Whitney on August 11 for a day-hike. It will be their first summit attempt. They shouldn't have any problems making it to the top.


Silhoutte. Santiago Peak is in the background. The "May Gray" enveloped the valley. It was chilly at the pavillion so we had to layer up. We had a 20 minute layover at the summit.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

SNOW TRAVEL SCHOOL

The town...Bishop, CA. Many fisherman stay here to fish in the numerous lakes that surround the area. The temperature in Bishop was 90 degrees during my stay there.


The setting...Convict Lake (7,621 feet) and Laurel Mountain (11,812 feet). The lake is approximately 35 miles northwest of Bishop. Temperatures reached into the lower 70s. What a beautiful day!


The students...Kristine, Dan and me. Dan hails from San Diego and is an auto technician for an automobile dealership. He will attempt to summit Mt. Whitney this year in mid-August for the very first time. Kristine, who is from Los Angeles, is self-employed and plans on climbing Mt. Rainier (14,410 feet) in Washington state and climbing three of the infamous 7 summits: Aconcagua (22,841 feet) in South America, Kilimanjaro (19,340 feet) in Africa, and Mt. McKinley (20,320 feet).


Our instructor...Ann. She received her outdoor education credentials at Prescott College in Prescott, Arizona where she obtained a Bachelor of Arts degree in Environmental Education in May 1998. She works as a mountain guide specializing in rock climbing, backpacking, and mountaineering. She is also an expert avalanche instructor. Ann has experience both professionally and recreationally in mountain ranges throughout the western United States. She is proud to call Bishop her home. When not guiding, Ann’s passions include climbing long alpine routes in the Sierra, backcountry skiing, and rock climbing.


The classroom...was an avalanche chute (the long one in the back from left to right). The school covered the basics of travel on snow. Many trips in the Sierra require traveling on snow, from peak ascents to backpacking journeys routed over passes along the Sierra Crest. Many passes are over 12,000 feet and snow can stay at these elevations through the middle of summer. Techniques practiced included use of an ice axe, efficient methods for walking up and down on snow, cramponing skills, travel roped together with other people, and belaying on snow. This course provided practical knowledge applicable to climbing snow covered peaks throughout the year or during backcountry adventures during the summer months with an occasional snowfield to negotiate.

One of the things we learned was how to stop from sliding down a slope using the ice axe (self-arrest). Imagine yourself lying on your back-head first sliding down and then learning how to turn over and stop yourself from sliding off into the lake. Scary at first because of the position you are in. Once you sit down with your back to the lake you start to slide. You had to make footholds with the heel of your boots. Then you lifted you feet and away you went. Once you were able to self-arrest, it wasn’t all that bad just a little different.

The other self-arrest techniques we practiced were the seated-feet first and stomach-head first. Going stomach-head first was a rush, too. After two tries, I went into a "running start" mode while yelling, "FALLING!" I flew into the air, landed on my belly, slid for 20 feet and self-arrested with plenty of room to spare from the edge of the lake.

We had to practice using both our left and right hand sides.

We also practiced self-arrest using just our elbows. This technique is only recommended for freeze-melt (soft abrasive snow) and NOT ON ICE!

Snow travel is an art, a science, and an exercise. Going up and down this slope took a lot out of me. Extreme physical exertion of walking up snow mixed in with some high altitude was definitely a workout.

I had fun.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

THE WHITNEY ZONE

The Mountaineers Route is in the couloir to the right of Whitney. Photo compliments of Richard P.



The "Secret Sacred Place" but be careful where you tread. Photos compliments of Bob R.


Bighorn Park and next to the rock formations to the left is Outpost Camp. Notice the spindrift at the crest. Photo compliments of Bob R.

Monday, April 10, 2006

ADVICE

From Tom:
20 years ago I had 3 herniated disc's could barely walk for a year and had all the symptoms you have described. All caused from racing bicycles. Your question can you hike? My thoughts, every back problem is different you will know the days before your hike. My fix after a year of unsucessful Chiro experiences was an epidural steriod shot followed by a 12 Pack of Bud and a year of rest. Since then life has been problem free half-marathons, one-day Whitneys, on and on. Good luck and don't push it.

From Kev:
Just over two years ago I had surgery on L5 S1 for a ruptured disc. Prior to the surgery I had pain in my left leg that eventualy led to total loss of feeling from the hip down. After surgery the leg pain is gone but 2 years later and I still have numbness from the knee down to my toes. I still have pain every day in my low back and being a fireman it gets worse after fires or physical activity. I still hike, ski, climb but with constant minor pain and sometimes strong pain. I take vicodin for the pain at home but not at work. NSAIDs do nothing for me nor does chiropractic except for the short term. There are others out there with much better success than I have had so dont get discouraged. I would and could do Whitney in a heartbeat. I would call my surgery a success because I can still walk where I could barely walk before.

From Hose:
I have suffered from the same herniated disc as you for the last 6+ years. Sounds like the sciatica and numbness you endure is a little more extreme than mine but this will likely reduce with time. I used to run for training but have been reduced to walking the last few years; fortunately I live in a hilly area. I summited Whitney via the Main Trail last July 9. Since my injury I have summited Borah Peak in Idaho, Boundary Peak in Nevada, Mt. Sill, Middle Palisade, Mt. Dana, Mt Gibbs, Mt. Hoffman in the Sierras, packed in and bagged Kings Peak in Utah, got stormed off Bonney Pass in an attempt on Gannett Peak in the Winds last fall, blah, blah, blah. My point is be patient and give it some time. When CA State Disability determined that I was 27% permanently disabled I blacked out, but was backpacking again within 2 years. I also think that you should consider chiropractic treatment. I was very hesitant to seek services but found a doctor that utilises what is called low impact chiropractry; no bone-cracking neck-twisting and body-snapping. Allignment is achieved using a small instrument to, "nudge", parts back into place. All this said, I still have problems and pain, sometimes acute, but usually associated with travel, (long periods of sitting). Good luck on your Whitney attempt.

From Pink:
Have you thought about trying Pilates? It teaches you how to stabilize your spine by strengthening your core muscles. Many people with spinal problems have experienced relief - short and long term.

From WBT:
I've got similar problems, with numbness down to the knee, and am scheduled for an MRI on the 3rd. So, I'm interested in your progress.

From H Bob:
Please don't have the same reservations about having your ruptured disc surgically repaired as you might have had a few years ago. Medical science has come a long way.I know you didn't want anectodal evidence, but I do personally know of two close friends, both of whom suffered their injuries in active duty in the Marine Corps. While there is no way I'm going to be critical of the Veteran's Hospitals available, both of my buddies did extensive research and had their surgeries performed through USC Medical Center. They are relatively young men, in their early 30s, but they were becoming cripples. I could see this happening to them. And now after sucessful surgery, they are swimming, running, and definitely hiking, (Trying not to backpack with a heavy overnight pack). If your condition continues to deteriorate, consider surgery as an option, but definitely do your research as to where it will be done.

From Passin:
I will wade in now. I had the same symptoms, although confined to left leg only and deep inside left hip. Came home limping every day, almost couldn't make it inside the house. Found relief with ice packs at first. Finally went to my Dr.==referral to physical therapy for 8 weeks. Back to Dr.==referral for 8 more weeks of P.T. Finally referral to Orthopedist who worked with a Neurologist too. Neurologist took base-line "functionality" of my nerves, and was present in the O.R. during surgery to notify Dr. of any impingement during procedure. MRI showed one herniated disc, but they found two when inside. This all took place in '96. RESULT == IMMEDIATE RELIEF FROM THE PAIN. Only 2 days in hospital. Walking == GOOD, sitting == BAD. Now watch posture all the time== GOOD. Just hiked Sat. to a geocache with son and grandson, hiked to Cottonwood Lakes last August, will be 63 next month.

From K:
Ok, good to hear that you are doing better! Lets talk about the anatomy of the situation: A disc is literally a short, fat disk, consisting of an outer durable membrane, and a inner jelly-like liquid. At the back of the spine, there is a "tunnel" of bone, through which the spinal cord passes, and at each vertebrae level, a nerve leaves the cord to supply that level of the body. These "supply nerves" also pass though a bony tunnel to exit on each side of the spine, roughly at 45 deg from the back, on either side.The pathology occurs when the outer membrane of the disc ruptures, allowing some of the inner jelly to "pooch" out. If this happens in any direction OTHER than where the "supply nerves" are, at 45 deg, *there are basically NO symptoms*. HOWEVER, if the "pooching" occurs at the 45 deg angle, it traps the supply nerve against the side of the bony tunnel through which it passes, applying a crushing pressure on the nerve.This can produce two distinct syndromes: pain, by itself; or pain along with other neurologic effects, such as weakness, numbness.What will happen with time, is that the pooched out inner disc will act like jelly left on the countertop.....is will dessicate, losing it's water content, and shrinking to nothing. This takes time. The folks that are generally candidates for surgery are those with advanced or advancing neurologic signs, and those for whom the pain does not resolve in a reasonable time. This is less than one person in twenty! (of those with REAL disc pathology, most people with back pain do NOT have disc problems!) In these folks the nerve is being crushed, and permanently damaged. In people with JUST pain, it is virtually always a transient event, and will resolve on it's own, with time. However, the time frame may be a couple of months. Generally, the error made is to operate prematurely on people with pain only. While it is gratifying to see someone in significant pain lose the pain, an operated back is never the same, and the operation has significant risks. It is also gratifying to see someone recover without surgery, as occurs 95% of the time.....By the way, in our "techno-crazy" society, it is worth noting that MRI's are WAY overused. A skilled clinician can accurately diagnose a disc problem with no imaging (even rule it out). An MRI is NOT the deciding factor in going to surgery, nor in making the diagnosis....it is useful mainly in telling the surgeon where to cut, after the decision has been made. So all that having been said, it sounds like there is no reason for you to have surgery. (I DO play a doctor on TV, and am one in real life)

From KM:
It sounds like you are already feeling better - Great! And I hope that you continue down that path.I have several degenerated disks wtih the worst ones at S5-L1 and L3-L4 and had 5 or 6 epidurals, facet joint injections, radio frequency nerve cauterizations (2x) all with no results. After a diskogram ID'd that the pain was coming fom L3-L4, I had IDET (Aug. '04) with GREAT results. It can be painful and slow to recover from, but I was not interested in fusion, which is irreversable. IMO, IDET is still surgery, but it is much less invasive than the other options. Granted, that ain't a herniated disk, but some things are transferable. 1 - make SURE that your problem is coming from the herniated disk, and not from elsewhere. 2 - when your first doctor and possibly the neurosurgeon say "we won't cut for at least 6 months" listen to them even if you can't stomach the thought of living with pain for a minute longer. Sometimes the pain just does "go away" (but you already know that...) 3 - core strength, core strength, core strength and flexibility, flexibility, flexibility!!! And make sure to stretch your psoas muscle - it took me 5 physical therapists to learn this one, but once I did life got much better. 4 - yes, you will hike again. It might seem like a million years ago when you were healthy and you will never walk without pain again, but there is light at the end of the tunnel. Just take it slow getting to that light and don't aggravate what is currenly healing. I make darn sure that my pack is transferring its weight via the waist belt to my hips and not via the shoulder straps. Watch your progress. Take it slow and steady. And you will hike again. Disclaimer - This is solely based on personal experinece. I ain't a doctor, and I don't play one on TV. But I do think that I am good lookin' enough to do so..... or not.

From StC:
Now that you are better, it is time to get on a program to help prevent future occurrences of your back trouble -- strengthen your torso. In the past, I have suffered with severe back problems, but have been mostly free of problems for a number of years now. I credit that to the fact that I do situps and curls, back extensions, use a back-twisting weight machine, and several others specifically for my back. In fact, about half of my weight workout exercises are done to keep my back healthy. It really helps!

From Mar:
I ran across a book, Pain Free, by Pete Egoscue several years ago. I was having problems with carpal tunnel syndrome. Doing simple exercises, for lack of a better word, solved the problem. This past summer in training for my JMT trip I started experiencing severe knee pain. It hurt to walk at all. I purchased a new copy, not remembering who I had given the old copy and did the exercises. I was able to do the trip with no problems, at least from my knee. I got a nasty rash on the back of my calf, plant related, and hiked out at Florence Lake. The book is broken down by body part; feet, knees, shoulders, ... and backs. It focuses on balencing the muscles in the body so that each muscle is doing what its supposed to, no more or less. It may not help, everyone's situation is different, but I think it is definetly worth a try. Good Luck.

From Raf:
I'm sure that the weights and strengthening help in prevention of injuries. I use to get a real sore right knee on long downhill hikes. My father-in-law who is a former basketball coach suggested a weight regimen for strengthening the legs and since I've done it it has eliminated the knee pain completely. It also has helped give more spring to my legs when hiking up steep hills.

From Loose:
I'm sure you know but stretching is even more important than working out in avoiding injuries.The more flexible you are, the better...

From Bob:
Your excercise regimen is impressive for any age. I used to run long distances regularly to train for marathons. I recall the principle of the "light exercise week" to avoid tearing down the body and give the body a chance to rebuild. In other words, about every fourth week, if I remember correctly, I would have a week where my running mileage was significantly reduced. Maybe this applies to your type of exercises too.

From Brik:
Ken is the doctor and having experienced a bout with sciatica two years ago, I wholeheartedly concur that surgery should be only the remotest last option. Avoid it if at all possible. I got, read and applied techniques offered in a booklet "The Sciatica Relief Handbook" (Chet Cunningham) from United Research Publishers. It's got several explantions, diagrams, and especially useful exercises to strengthen muscles. Also, from another source I learned about the "tennis ball" drill where you lay flat on the floor and place a tennis ball where your back pocket would be (on whichever side is experiencing pain) then gently roll up onto the ball. If too much pain occurs, back off. This is done over a period of days until you're able to get up onto the ball and stay without pain for a minute. The drill is designed to massage the piriformis muscle which often traps the sciatic nerve and causes pain. My episode began in December, 2003 and I could barely walk, sit, get out of bed for the next four months. As has been recommended here, I did nothing. I typically exercise (a 4 mile walk/jog, stair climb, or Nordic track) four-fives times a week. So I got a case of the guilts not doing anything, but then again I simply couldn't do anything. The layoff, coupled with the floor exercises, finally let me get back to normal by the end of March, 2004. As others have said here too, as often as not the problem will go away by itself, but you've got to give the body the chance it needs to rest. Good Luck. I can see you at the top of Whitney this summer for sure.....

From NM:
Hi,I had surgery on my L5-S1 in June 2001 and it was the right decision. I have been totally pain and symptom free ever since. For months prior to the surgery I tried everything but it progressed to the point I could barely walk, could not sit. Immediately following the surgery I was pain free. I carried 45lbs+ on several trips last year, including a solo backpack/Whitney climb in early Oct. with no problems. I highly recommend the surgeon (Dr. Tim Peppers of Scripps San Diego).

From Bruin:
Knowing you just went through your last round of epidurals yesterday, I can only imagine how you're feeling today. Probably far from being on the top of your game -- and probably more than a little dejected about the whole hiking thing. One thought, though. Your back IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE right now. Your entire focus. A long-time buddy of mine (professional painter) took a spill off a ladder last year from about 30'. The good news is he stuck the landing. The bad news is that he stuck the landing ... and broke both his heels. Very painful, very slow process, but progress is being made. A friend of his is Marty McSorley (enforcer-guy of Kings hockey fame, but actually a very "normal" and caring individual), and Marty said something to him that my buddy said stuck with him throughout this ongoing process -- "your only job right now is to get well -- everything else is secondary." And it's true. The switchbacks will always be there. And while we're on that topic, keep in mind that some switchbacks are tougher than others, and even some demand the hike be interrupted. Bottom line: whatever lays ahead, you WILL get through it. With all that you've endured, especially over the last couple of years, do you have any doubt? If you do, you shouldn't. Whether Whitney's a reality this year or not, it will still be there for future attempts. Focus on the back. Continue to take care of everything you are doing, from unloading a dishwasher (yep, that simple task threw me into a sciatica episode once), to getting up from sitting, to everything else. The back is the focus. (You know better than anyone how important your back is.) One other thing -- based solely upon your Hiking Organization 101 MegaList, you're a planner (7 P's). Great attribute. But you don't have to "decide" on Whitney for a good couple of months, really. The true training will kick into high gear by May, and your crew will just need to make due until then. So, relax for now, get as comfortable as possible, take in a few basketball games on the TV (Go Bruins), get as close to 100% as you can, and then decide on whether this year's attempt is possible. You're gonna make it.

From KK:
I have one too, plus a disc that has deteriorated. The pain forced me to bail out early of a group hike in the Grand Canyon, and I set aside plans to arrange a large group hike in the Sierra, presuming I might not even be able to get to the trailhead. This was two or three years ago. I went through several physicians looking for a happy answer—pretty much what you have done. Not liking the prospect of surgery, and deciding that shots weren’t a long-term option, I decided just to do what physical activities I could, taking a generic form of Aleve daily. I resumed modest weight training at home. It wasn’t too long before I found I could mountain bike for a couple of hours before the discomfort became too much, even though I couldn’t stand erect on my feet for 10 minutes without my back annoying me. (I suppose the forward lean of a bicycle puts less strain on my discs.) Then I found that I could begin hiking again, provided I used a light pack. My discs have not improved, I’m sure (they don’t un-herniate on their own), and I have daily discomfort, but I spent three days this month backpacking in the Grand Canyon and ended up with sore legs but not a sore back.


From SteveM.
Yes indeed. I was one of the lucky ones. I'll give you my history and what solved my problems. I can't say that they'd necessarily be the same, but from experience, I can say, I can't think of any worse pain than a herniated disc and a pinched nerve. I did have a herniated disc and pinched nerves.

Initially, I weighed 245lbs. At 5'8 tall, that's a lot of excess baggage. One day, woke up with excruciating pain down my left butt cheek. Went to the chiropractor. Had visited the chiropractor about 2 times every couple of years. My back would tend to lock up. Chiropractor made it worse. The pain ended up down the back of my entire leg anytime I stood straight up. Ended up getting 2 epidurals at Loma Linda and one at Kaiser. One of the epidurals gave me relief for about a week or two, then the pain came back. I suffered for 10 months. I did find that if I leaned slightly forward, like I was leaning on a shopping cart, the pain would subside, so I started riding a bicycle and dieted. In 9 months, I lost 75 lbs. One morning I stood up and the pain was gone. Scared the crap out of me, but it disappeared for 5 years. I kept the weight off and have done a pretty good job of it since.

After 5 years of peace (and pain free) I started getting an uncomfortable feeling on the front of my thigh--on the opposite leg if I sat for more than 20 minutes. Progressively got worse over a period of time. Pretty soon I had to dash my car to the side of the road and jump out. I'd have to walk off the pain. Drive another 15 or 20 minutes and do the same thing.

One day, woke up to the most excruciating pain I could ever imagine. Couldnt understand why my brain wouldnt shut down and let me pass out. Went to Kaiser. Tried another epidural. Didnt do squat.

At that point, a neurosurgeon by the name of Todd Goldberg at Kaiser gave me the option of waiting another month for another epidural or to have a procedure called a microdiscectomy. Which grinds out part of the hardened disc that has been crushing the nerve. I couldnt stand the pain and opted for the surgery.

I have to say, it was a strange and scary situation after the surgery. The following morning, they gave me a walker and let me walk around the hospital section I was staying in. Was a difficult thing. I can't understand how a simple operation can practically take away your ability to walk, but it was very difficult, and was for a month or more after the surgery.

I could no longer ride a bicycle, due to the fact that I couldn't push down on my right leg when the pedal got to the top. I was able to walk, but I could barely lift my right leg off the ground and found myself face flat on the ground several times when my toe kicked a high spot in the sidewalk or a curb that I just didn't lift high enough to clear. Had little control of my right leg. Another odd thing was, the front of my leg where the pain had been, stayed numb for nearly a year. Finally, all my senses came back.

I never got back into bicycle riding, although I can now. But I did start walking. Nearly 7 miles each day. I worry about the weight and pain coming back. It has now been about 5 years since the surgery. I started hiking a year after it. Have carried loads nearly 50lbs on occasions (although I've cut that in half with lighter gear) and have never had a wince of pain since.

I will say that if you're in constant pain, you need a Dr who has sympathy. There are some that I've found to be worthless. I would not suggest an orthopedic surgeon. I'd try a neurosurgeon. You need to check into the options available to you. I don't know if Todd is still at Kaiser in Fontana and I don't carry Kaiser anymore, but I'd pay out of my pocket just to talk to him, if I had the problem again. He did me good.

I wish you well.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

PORTAL LAND

Doug's vision of the new Whitney Portal Store Hotel, Casino, and Spa.

Friday, March 31, 2006

NEUROLOGIST CONSULTATION

Big day today! My neurologist appointment is at 2:00.

This appointment is like hiking a trail I have never been on before. I will not know what is up ahead until I get there. I am prepared and very anxious. Just another switchback closer to the summit.

Once I am at that switchback...

On to the next.

Friday, March 24, 2006

POST EPIDURAL

I was in jovial spirits when I arrived at surgical center.

They were expecting me as usual. Walked right up to the front desk and Chris had my patient ID band ready to go.

Around 1:00 p.m., the doctor summons me to the surgical bay to get started. I go into the changing room and I told him that I knew the whole routine.

Instead of Susan attending to my pre-op, I had Deidra, who had some sort of attitude about her. She had a hard time trying to stick the IV in my arm. Don’t know why because I am vascular enough as it is and my veins protrude for the entire world to see.

The epidural procedure was uneventful. They told me to sit up on the side of the bed. I asked the doctor if they gave me the "cocktail" because I wasn't feeling funny. They said they did.

I felt the pressure as the doctor stuck me with the needle.

There was one time when I was warned that a cold solution would be sprayed on my back and they told me not to flinch. Now, whenever something cold touches my back you are damn right I am going to flinch. I flinched a little. Deidra kept telling me to breathe. I told her I was and that “you told me not to move so I am doing deep rhythmic breathing so there!”

After the epidural, she took my blood pressure. 170/110! Why so high? I don’t like hospitals or any clinic for that matter. In fact, when Deidra asked me if I were allergic to any medications I replied, “Nothing, just hospitals.”

My last two visits they took my vitals before the procedure. Why after?

Deidra she put the heart rate monitor on my right forefinger. Then she told me to "bend my arm straight."

Eh deh what? Bend my arm straight? I look at Deidra and said, "Where I come from we bend our arms and we STRAIGHTEN our arms out." She gave me that "smart *ss" look. Better than being a dumb one. I am not a member of that gene pool.

Then Deidra started asking me questions:
When was the last time you ate? 10:30.
What did you have? I ate a banana and an apple and a chewy granola bar.
You need to eat a big lunch. I wasn’t hungry.
When was the last time you drank any fluids? Around 11:30 a big tall glass.
Oh, so we are on the dry side. I didn’t want my bladder full in case I couldn’t control the flow during the procedure.
Any alcohol last night? Yes, I had a seven course meal – a cold pizza and a six pack.
When? Eight o’clock I guess because the beer and pizza started to make me sleepy.
Would you like something to drink like water or juice? Got any JD?
Juice or water? Juice.

I was waiting for other questions like "When was your last bowel movement?" or "When was the last time you had sex?" Those questions were never asked. I did have the answers if they were asked.

After the interrogation, I was given two packages of Capri Sun Wild Cherry. I guess I was rewarded with two due to my good behavior. No wonder the cost of medical care is skyrocketing.

Then Susan, my “clinic wife,” came over and noticed the IV was halfway out. I whispered to her and said, “Because you didn’t do it.” I gave her a wink and she smiled back. I am such a flirt.

It was time to get dressed and plop myself down in the wheelchair for my final ride to Kindra’s car. Did I say final? I sure as hell hope so.

About 2:05 p.m., Kindra drops me off and as I got out of her vehicle I could feel my legs are wobbly and my mind is groggy.

I am fighting the urge to sleep, but it looks like my brain is misfiring because I am having a hard time blogging right now. My entire right leg is numb right now. I am sure it has something to do with the epidural. I can still feel the tingling sensation in my right toes. My left leg is fine. I will watch some golf to lull me into a deep sleep.

I just hope I do not have a repeat performance like I did two weeks ago. March 11 was not my best of days.

Another trek and another trail under my belt.

Have a great weekend everyone!

EPIDURAL NO. 3

Today I go for the third and final epidural shot. I shall miss these shots, because it was my ticket to an early weekend. It sure was great "crashing" on the Fridays of my shots.

I want to thank Kindra, my "hiking wife," for providing transportation during these last five weeks. She has had the same kind of treatment herself, so I guess you can call her my "mentor" as well. Kindra, I owe you big time and I am good for it! I know, "What comes around, goes around!"

I also want to thank Dean, who works in the MIS Department, for providing me a ride to work on two of the three Fridays. It was very nice of him to offer a ride. Dean gave me a ride to work on March 10. He wasn't feeling well yet he still showed up at my apartment complex and drove me to work and then he went home. Above and beyond the call of duty. Dean also stopped by last Saturday to fix my computer woes!

I have been pain-free for 11 days today. It has been amazing I have lasted this long without any discomfort aside from the tingling sensation in my right toes.

That concludes the hiking on this trail. Time to head back to base camp to rest and recover.

One more down and many more to go.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

WORLD'S EASIEST QUIZ ANSWERS

Here are the answers to the "World's Easiest Quiz"...

1) How long did the Hundred Years War last?

116 years



2) Which country makes Panama hats?

Ecuador



3) From which animal do we get catgut?

Sheep and horses



4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution?

November



5) What is a camel’s hair brush made of?

Squirrel fur



6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal?

Dogs



7) What was King George VI's first name?

Albert



8) What color is a purple finch?

Crimson



9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from?

New Zealand

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

TINGLING

I awaken with a severe tingling sensation in my right foot. No pain, just an amplified tingling sensation. Concerns? Yes.

The more I walk the better it gets. Sitting while blogging is no problem.

I also feel a slight twinge in my lower left back. That has subsided. It wasn't a shooting pain. It was like, "Hello, I am still down here."

I have been eating an apple during lunch since March 13 and the right leg pain has subsided and disappeared on March 14. It could be a placebo kind of thing. Maybe an apple a day does keep the doctor away!

I have to find a little humor in all this. Laughter IS the best medicine.

Monday, March 20, 2006

WORLD BASEBALL CLASSIC

After 38 games it comes down to just one. Game #39. Japan versus Cuba. Who would have thought?

Congratulations to Japan for defeating Cuba, 10-6, at Petco Park in San Diego. Congratulations to Cuba for being allowed to play in this inaugural classic and for their sportsmanship following the game.

Baseball at its finest, at its purest. National pride on and off the field. You would have sworn you were at a football or soccer game.

Too bad it is all over. Thank you to all teams that participated.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

"SCRATCHED"

This was some of the gear I was going to take with me: parka, goggles, mountaineer helmet, ice axe, snowshoes, crampons, cap, gaiters, and hiking boots.

I cancelled my hike to Mt. Baldy. Not the kind of "scratch" I had in mind.

I kept thinking about what people have been telling me over the past couple of months, "Get well, Gary, the mountains will always be there."

With my third epidural on March 24 and my neurologist consultation on March 31, it would be wise to lay off the strenuous physical activity until I get the green light.

While on the topic of getting well I am still pain free. I am ever so careful how I pick up things off the floor or how I turn around or how I lie down or get back up. I know there is a fine line between agony and ectasy.

I want to enjoy the ectasy part.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

MOUNTAIN LION SAFETY TIPS

With spring less than a week away, many people are heading out into wilderness areas. Remember, you are in their "yard." Nature is unpredictable.

Report any mountain lion sightings to the California Department of Fish and Game.


MOUNTAIN LION SAFETY TIPS
Orange County Register
Source: California Department of Fish and Game
Compiled by: News Researcher Michael Doss


DO NOT HIKE ALONE; go in groups with adults supervising children.


DO NOT RUN; that might stimulate a lion’s instinct to chase.


Stand and face the animal; make eye contact.


Pick up young children, without bending or turning from the lion if possible.


DO NOT crouch down or bend over; you might appear like ordinary four-legged prey to the lion instead of a human.


DO all you can to appear larger -- raise your arms, open your jacket, throw stones, branches.


Fight back if attacked.


Mountains lions have been repelled with rocks, sticks, garden tools and bare hands.


Remove dense and low-lying vegetation that provide good hiding places for mountain lions.


Install motion-sensitive outdoor lighting.


Keep pets from roaming and don’t feed pets outside.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

AND ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT

I awaken without any problems. A full 24 hours! Imagine that!

I heave a sigh of relief in recognition of reaching a long awaited milestone.

I feel like jumping up and down for joy. On second thought, I think I will pass on the jumping up and down.

Wouldn't be prudent.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

ALL THROUGH THE DAY...

I lasted a whole work day without any pain or problems.

When I came home...nothing.

I went to bed...nothing.

For the first time since February 4, I was pain-free!

IT'S A MIRACLE!

NEUROLOGIST

Last night, my doctor called as a follow-up to the message I left him yesterday. I told him about my visit to the ER Saturday night and I gave him a rundown on my current condition.

I had told him that the nurse from the neurologist's office had called and left a message for me to schedule an appointment. My doctor strongly recommended that I make that appointment now and not wait until the epidurals end. He told me there could up to a two-week wait.

I will call that neurologist first thing this morning. I told my doctor that once I make that appointment I will call him and leave a message that I did so.

I have a feeling I may require surgery. Another switchback in my life. Overcoming another switchback means I am getting closer to the summit.

My doctor is a very good doctor. He tells things the way they are without holding anything back. You have to respect a person like that.

I slept well last night. No pain, no problems. All systems are fine in regards to other bodily functions. I did not take any meds before retiring last night. I slept like a big baby.

I awake without any pain. On the pain scale of 0-10 with 10 being THE worst, I am around a 1. I attribute that "1" to the tingling sensation still in my right toes. The time now is 5:49 a.m. There is still a lot of day left today.

I will blog with any latest developments.

Thank you for reading.

Monday, March 13, 2006

TINGLING SENSATION

There is a tingling sensation in the toes of my right foot. I do not know if this is a good or bad.

The pain comes and goes now whenever I walk or sit. It feels like a really bad cramp in my hip area. After a while, the pain subsides and I am able to carry on about my work. Sometimes the pain returns just to put me in check.

Standing seems to be a new "painful" problem. Guess I will either have to keep moving or keep sitting. I stand it hurts, but not sitting, moving or lying down. I sit it hurts, but not standing, moving, or lying down. I move it hurts, but not sitting, standing, or lying down. I lie down it hurts, but not sitting, standing or moving. Trend? Cycle? What is up with that?!

I have not taken any Vicodin today. My main objective is to go through the entire day without taking a single pill even before I go to bed.

I have called my doctor and left a message about my visit to the ER on Saturday night.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

LAPTOP

I purchased my very first laptop, an HP Pavilion notebook, from Circuit City.

My trusty 8-year-old Gateway PC has seen its last days. I am going to have one of the MIS guys at work perform "CPR" on it this weekend to see if it is worth it to keep it.

Now I have an electronic companion to occupy my idle time in the wee hours of the morning. Guess I can say I have an "e-wife." I can hop on the I-net to get the latest news, sports and weather.

Did I just say hop on?

PAIN

The following entry is a recounting of the day's events on Saturday, March 11, 2006. The entries are out of synch in regards to the timeline:

I awaken to an unbearable pain in my right leg at 3:30 a.m. today. Check that, EXCRUCIATING!

I popped two Vicodin at 6:30 a.m. to alleviate the pain. No results. I am reminded what Brydon had told me. I keep his words alive every time I pop those pills. I wound up taking five of those pills with my last pill taken at 6:00 p.m. No results. No relief. Why don't these pills do what they are supposed to do?

When I urinate, it is only a trickle. The pain is too intense. I try to stand. I try to sit. Nothing but a trickle if I am lucky. I have the urge, but I cannot purge. Yes, it sounds funny by saying that but it is not a good sign as far as I am concerned.

Speaking of that part of a man's anatomy, I now have erectile dysfunction due to my sciatica. It's not working. Viagra? Not in my lifetime! Either I can do it naturally(?) or not at all. Figures.

One of the side effects of Vicodin is constipation. I have not had a "#2" today. This concerns me. I am contemplating Ex-Lax or any other over the counter stool softener. If it ain't one thing it is another!

All I had to eat today was a plain wheat bagel from Brueggers that I bought last Saturday, March 4. NO RICE!

I couldn't take a catnap in fear of awakening in a different kind of "water bed."

I "walk" to the closet to get out my Thermalite mattress pad that I use for my camping trips. Blowing it up only intensifies my agony. I lie on it on the livingroom floor. I prop my legs on either the chair or the ottoman trying to find a comfortable position. No relief.

Every breath is accompanied with a moan of pain. Check that, groan.

Evening comes. I am in my bed around 8:00 p.m. I am writhing in pain. The heating pad does not provide relief.

I am contemplating calling 911 for an ambulance ride to the nearest ER. I pack some clothes in my athletic duffel bag. I crawl to the door to unlock it. I put my cellphone, glasses, bottle of Vicodin, wallet and apartment keys in my fleece jacket with zippered pockets. So if the paramedics have any questions, I have the answers in my jacket pocket. If the ER staff asks if I there is anyone to contact, my cellphone has the answers. I am lying on the floor with my land line phone. All I have to do is hit 9-1-1.

I had called Kindra this morning to tell her I am in pain. I called her because she had the same epidural procedures I am going through. I leave a voicemail message telling her of my symptoms. I need self-assurance. I call her again around 8:30 p.m. I don't remember. She offers to take me to emergency. She tells me to call the on-call nurse at my hospital.

She arrives to pick me up and we drive up Bristol to locate the hospital. We drive to the entrance and she drops me off while she finds a place to park.

I report to the window and I am handed paperwork to fill out. I stand. Sitting is not an option. Besides, there are a lot of people in the waiting area.

There is a small Hispanic boy crying in pain from his elbow. I wish I could cry with him. I could but it will be lace with profanity.

I am summoned for triage. Blood pressure, temperature, what the hell if bothering me. I am asked to return to the lounge are until a space in the ER becomes available.

Dr. Choi is my attending physician. Good doctor. He prescribes Flexeril and Dilaudid. The nurse administers the pill and the shot in the arm. Whoa. This stuff is potent! The doctor returns to check up on me after the shot takes effect. I am feeling no pain at this stage.

Kindra and I leave the hospital around 11:30 p.m. She drops me off and I ask her to call me when she returns home safely. She calls and then I retire for the evening. Check that! For the morning. It is 1:30 when I finally fall asleep. I have been awake for 22 hours.

To all you bloggers out there: If you have a friend like Kindra consider yourselves very lucky that there a few good people out there willing to go above and beyond. I owe her big time. She has been there for me in my time of need and now it is my duty to reciprocate.

Friday, March 10, 2006

EPIDURAL NO. 2

The second of three the epidurals. Here are just a few of my thoughts. This blog entry has been in the making for the past two weeks. Sorry, there are no pictures.

I have been in excruciating pain in my right buttock and groin area whenever I stand or sit.

My doctor upgraded my Vicodin prescription to "extra strength" at my request. Even this provides only "temporary" relief. My tolerance for pain is very high, but such is not the case right now.

My desert trip to Agua Caliente with Kindra was a relief to get out of the house. The small hike did wonders for my mental well-being. It was nice to get outdoors again. I was ever so careful not to stumble or slip. The pain haunted my weekend. The ride down and back was uneventul for some reason. I did not experience any discomfort.

My parents call to check up on me daily. My father had a herniated disc when he was in the Army. He has metal pins in his back and the scars to prove it. My father's surgery was in 1968 and I know there has been great strides in treatment of herniated discs since then. He knows my pain. My mother worries to the point of aggravating me. "Mom, I am an adult...I will be just fine...I will be careful...Mom, please, don't worry about me!" I have the greatest parents in the world. I love them both.

At the start of the year I weighed 183 pounds. I am now down to 173. I attribute my weight loss to muscular atrophy due to inactivity. My leg muscles are not as firm and strong. I haven't ridden in more than a month. This time last year I rode for over 870 miles. This year? Only 124. I haven't ridden my bike since January 27.

I haven't hiked as much either. This time last year I hiked over 180 miles and this year I have hiked 29 miles.

The news about going to hike Mt. Whitney again has given me hope. First things first. First I must get better, then I will proceed with the training. I have five months to prepare. I can only imagine the jubilation I will experience while at the top of that 14,497 foot piece of 60 million year-old granite outcropping in the eastern Sierra Nevada.

I can accept the fact that I may not make it to the top. Getting to the top is optional and getting down is mandatory. I do not want to be a burden on my friends. I have been to the summit three times, but I want my friends to experience their chance of a lifetime. They worry about my well-being. I tell them not to worry. I will help them get to the top.

I have paid my $15 to hike Whitney to secure my spot on the team and I am going to do it! I have made camping reservations at Lone Pine Campground and hotel reservations at the one of the hotels.

Showers and dressing up to go to work are discomforting. It is very difficult just to put on my right sock and clip my toenails. It just sucks the wind right out of me and there is a groan with a few profane words. It hurts to cough or sneeze.

Ice and heat therapy provide only temporary relief, too. However, it is part of my daily regimen. An ounce of prevention...

Coming to work seems to agonize my condition. (Who doesn't experience this whenever they come to work!) Sitting down is not good. I have to constantly stand and move around ever so gently. Driving can be a challenge during the accelerating and braking with the right leg. I only live three miles from work, but they are the longest three miles.

I hear stories from my co-workers and friends who view this blog who have also had to endure what I am enduring right now. Steroid shots, surgery, acupuncture, orthopedists, neurologists, physical therapy are some of the many their suggestions and experiences. They feel my pain. They can see my pain.

I see people jogging, riding and hiking. Oh I wish. Someday I will again.

I must say that this "pain" is more tolerable than the "wretching" over the last couple of years.

What if I don't get better? What if I do need surgery? So be it.

What if I am confined to a wheelchair for the rest of my life? So be it. I get to park in those blue spaces with a blue placard dangling from my rearview mirror! My wheelchair will be narrower and lighter with with knobby tires! I may be limited due to terrain features, but that ain't gonna stop me from trying to "hike" the trails! I know I am not the only one who has these same ideas! I believe there is already a wheelchair designed just for offroading! Imagine that!

To Mom and Dad, MJ, Kindra, Joe, Garv, Kandy, Amy, Bruin Dave and Jane, Kathy and Brydon, Rhonda, Daphne, Horacio, Jonathan, Karen, Bob, Mariana: I want thank you for the support and advice. PMA - positive mental attitude.

I did not request permission to give up.